“I SAID THATS LOL.”

Okay okay, so because I really did end up dropping whatever I wanted to say, I ended up forgetting it, so now I can’t blog it. But I just remembered one of those things. I dunno…these things are like ” yeah I want her to know this, so that she might understand better ” but 2#%^ that man. Just want to move on.

Anyways, it goes like this.( Its short and blunt – to the point. )

” I never bothered to talk to you because I figured that it was just bad timing, with what I wanted to get out and all. Considering how seriously you take your study, with looming exams and school certificate, I decided it was best if I just stayed out of your way and let you do whatever you need for the time being.

Yeah…That’s why we never talked during those weeks. Just wanted to erase any shred of doubt that you may have.“

Multicultural Day.

We danced our flag bearing dance, Rising Sun. I must say, for less than 2 weeks of practice I think I did pretty well. I hate myself for not practising though. All those lunchtimes spent messing around with Stephen and co. The last 20 or so seconds I completely learned in these last 2 days, and I screwed the group up so bad.

For my solos, as per usual during live performances, I conjured the moves up myself. On the spot. To disastrous effects.

Past Week.

I haven’t done anything for the past week. I haven’t been being the friend for people that I should’ve been. I have not done anything for the SRC, and at the same time, ruin a perfectly good dance crew. School is almost out, and our time together is running out. What I don’t know, will be the end of me. I haven’t talked to almost all of the people I care about. And tomorrow, I might have screwed another one over.

My mum and I are again at odds with each other. I dunno. Nothing is working out. Nothing.